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Saturday, November 26, 2005
Plastered...Yes plastered...and Fabulous Yes, Friday was good. Thanksgiving was a feast for me this year. I actually got to spend it with my dear friends although one was missing. It started out as a simple dinner at McD's GB. From there, we were hoping to catch some rides at Star City and see some excitement from the amusement park. To our dismay, they were already closed by the time got there. So we decided to tread the whole length of Baywalk along Roxas Boulevard. It was quite a change of scenery from my usual Makati travelogue. Our first stop was to quench our thirst as evening grew more humid and hot. We took funny pics of each other whilst sipping our drinks. Afterwards, we carried on by walking slowly and savouring the festive atmosphere that emanates from the whole stretch. At the final leg, we decided to hit Malate and get something to drink. We strolled along Bocobo all the way to Nakpil. We got to an adult store and checked out some stuff. It actually gave me a couple of ideas for the Kris Kringle. Anyway, from there we went listening to acoustic live music at Club Indios. We caught the last set of a guy who did quite well, and was followed by a group called higher ground. They sounded really good and even reminded me of the Subic moment I had in 2003. From Club Indios, we stepped into Gilligan's and drank more. I knew I should have eaten because I was getting way to lightheaded. I was quite happy to be feeling this way. It has been a long time since I had a great night out on a FRIDAY! Worse part of it, I actually wanted to get some action. I wanted to just have sex with the first guy who caught my eye. Yeah...too bad I was too fucking wasted. Part of my rule is to never engage is sexual activities whilst highly intoxicated, but this time was willing to make an exception as I haven't any since 1998. It donned to me that we weren't walking straight, and I needed to get some nourishment as I was starving. So we hailed a cab and went to Filling Station. I was knocked out whilst in the taxi until my mum called. I think it was around 6am at that time. So we ordered our food and then it toooooooook fucking forever for them to serve it. After a few convincing shouts at the waitresses, the food was served. After that, we split ways. When I got home (take note that is was 8:30am), I was preparing myself for a sermon, and to my surprise, none came. So, I glugged more water and then slept. I went to the gym afterwards, and then fold. If I were asked how my Saturday was, I'd say it was WICKED! ******************* Music: Groovejet Artist: DJ Spiller

Sunday, November 20, 2005
A Sweet November Weekend Things went pretty good last week.I was able to finish my work tasks on time. I also went to the gym four(4) times. I didn't eat that much healthy I think, but I'm pretty sure that I was close to being really good at eating the right stuff. I saw Harry Potter last night too. Spent time with Cher and a couple of her clients which was cool, and had a round of drinks. The night ended with a light caramel root tea and chocolate chip cookie courtesy of CBTL Gb3. ************* Early in the day, I met up with my cousins who flew in from Australia to take a couple of weeks off with their kids. I must say that it was nice seeing family again. I must admit that with the onslaught of work in the recent weeks, I was always looking for an escapade. We had a team building which I totally ditched for the sole reason that I wanted to spend time with family. Mum tells me that I've been shrugging off the time I share with them by working long hours. I feel that she is actually correct. Funny though, most of my co-workers and co-managers told me that I've yet to join a team building with them for this year. On the contrary, I did join the company outing. That's as interpersonal as I can get. It gets like that from time to time. I'm not exactly being snotty or choosy, but I just want to some time for myself. ************* Lunch was good, but it could've been better. I love chinese food, but the restaurant's food was a bit too pricy. Mum and I have been to really great Chinese places, and definitely I plan ahead too. I make sure to reserve a place so we have the right seats at the right place and at the right time. I recall that the Sunday group haven't tried REAL Chinese food in the Heart of Manila. So, I suggested that we go to this resto called Lai Lai. And to my amazement, the place is actually owned by my eldest bro's wedding godparents. Definitely, I have to convince the group that it is worth the effort and money. Binondo, HERE WE COME!!! ************* Jason Mraz has been a singer I've been listening to in the past. However,in the recent months, I've gotten to grow a bit of a crush on him. He writes good songs. They're fun and and easy to listen to. He has some songs with heavy emotions, but they're still positive enough that it would actually convince you to carry on with your life, rather the go to a complete sulk. ************* Its another bloody week, but it will be a short one. The reason? Thanksgiving. Cheers!
Music: Happy Artist: Squareheads

Tuesday, November 15, 2005
What is it this time?
So it has been days and I'm unsure whether to feel pleased that my lovelife isn't actually empty...if you consider falling for someone I've met online as Love. Beggars can't be choosers. A phrase I am quite familiar with as I'm the kind of person who is completely not so up there in the dating list. *************It has been a year since dad passed away. Mourning period is over. It is time to move on. I'm ready to move on. I hope our whole family is too. Dad will be up there, watching us as he sips his favourite tea whilst sitting on his favourite chair. I will miss you dad. Thanks for everything you've given and thought. I am extremely honoured that I was under your tutelage, as without you there'd be no me. I love you. Until I see you in the after life.*************A few songs I've been hearing have been making quite a mark in my heart. Mariah's Butterfly is probably one of her best written/produced songs. Everything is well meshed and it makes me slip into a thinking state whenever I hear it. Nevermind the video.Here are the lyrics of two songs that I've listened to in the 90s and 2004. Both pop rock and both are of essential hits during their time.Music: Have You Ever Needed Someone So BadArtist: Def LeppardHere I am, I'm in the wrong bed againIt's just a game I just can't winThere you are breathin' soft on my skinStill you won't let me in Why save your kisses for a rainy dayBaby let the moment take your heart awayHave you ever needed someone so bad, yeahHave you ever wanted someoneYou just couldn't haveDid you ever try so hardThat your world just fell apartHave you ever needed someone so badAnd you're the girl I gotta haveI gotta have you babyThere you go, midnight promises againBut they're broken by the dawnYou wanna go further, faster every day babyBut in the morning you'll be goneAnd I'm alone [Repeat Bridge][Repeat Chorus]Every dream I dream is likeSome Kinda rash 'n' reckless sceneTo give out such crazy loveYou must be some kinda drugAnd if my time don't ever comeFor me you're still the sameDamned if I don't, damned if I doI gotta get a fix on you *************Music: EverythingArtist: Alanis MorissetteI can be an asshole of the grandest kindI can withhold like it's going out of styleI can be the moodiest baby that you've ever seenAnd you've never met anyoneWho is as positive as I am sometimesI am the wisest woman you've ever metI am the kindest soul with whom you've connectedI have the bravest heart that you've ever seenAnd you've never met anyoneWho's as positive as I am sometimesYou see everything, you see every partYou see all my light and you love my darkYou dig everything of which I'm ashamedThere's not anything to which you can't relateAnd you're still hereI blame everyone else, not my own partakingMy passive-aggressiveness can be devastatingI'm terrified and mistrustingAnd you've never met anyone asAs closed down as I am sometimesYou see everything, you see every part You see all my light and you love my dark You dig everything of which I'm ashamed There's not anything to which you can't relate And you're still hereWhat I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I knowWhat I resist, you love, no matter how low or high I goI'm the funniest woman that you've ever knownI am the dullest woman that you've ever knownI'm the most gorgeous woman that you've ever knownand you've never met anyoneWho is as everything as I am sometimesYou see everything, you see every partYou see all my light and you love my darkYou dig everything of which I'm ashamedThere's not anything to which you can't relateAnd you're still hereAnd you're still hereAnd you're still here...

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Struggling To Lose Normally, people would find it easy to just give up the struggle as in most cases. Im my case, I'm actually struggling to lose. Yes. I am struggling to lose weight. I was successful in 2004 to shed a couple of pounds in the time I had just joined the gym. I am thankful for my friends who were there to give me the push I need. This time around, I need to push myself on my own. I know I can make it if I push myself further and harder. I know that I can do it. I just need to do this one step at a time, and I know things can turn around. I feel that I will be successful this time around. We'll see if something happens in the next month. **************** How's love? None. Here I am still patiently waiting and hoping things will be brighter. Yeah. I am actually at peace with myself and I'm not rushing myself like I used to. Times can get desperate, but looking around just takes too much effort and most of all, it can be quite disheartening, knowing that physical attributes have taken over the criteria in meeting Mr. Right. I'm not saying that I follow that path, yet I would be hypocritical if I say that all I need is a man with a good personality. NO. I'm not looking for someone who is a total stud (but if he likes me, I would give it a try). I'm looking for someone presentable with a right amount of humour, seriousness, romance and warmth. Blah! Enough of this talk about love. I'm postponing my plans on taking up driving school. YES! I'm turning 30 and I still don't know how to drive and swim. Very pathetic.I'm tired. I just got home from the gym, and I'm looking forward to the belly dancing classes on Thursday. I bet that one would be very challenging. **************** Music: Silent Lucidity Artist: Queensryche

Monday, November 07, 2005
Weekend EntryThis weekend went by like it was just another regular day. It was quite busy as well as unusually joyous. I guess it was because the group was whole again. It has been a long time since we've been together.Saturday: Went home early after work. Benz and I took the regular bus home. The traffic was fucking terrible. It makes you wonder why the government loves to engage in road construction when the traffic is at its worst.When I got home, I was still able to get at least an hour and a half sleep. Around 230pm, I woke up and went tot he gym for JAM. It was such an energising Saturday. I was glad to see Clyde in RS. Perfect chance to reconnect after not having seen him for a few weeks.Afterwards, I headed to the volleyball game wherein I was late due to the really awful traffic en route. Anyway, when I got there, it was the second set and I played bad. Good thing chit took me out as I know I wasn't helping the team. The fates were kind as we won over the competitor. We're officially in the Semis. NICE!Dinner at South Sea Grill at Metrowalk was fab. I got my BayBreeze spiked with more Vodka and less of the juices.From there, we went to a music lounge where Clyde, Meng and I belted out until it was like 130am. Very fabulous night.***************Sunday:Worship and Lunch with Mum. Just the perfect way to start a Sunday. Then I went home to catch up on my personal emails and stuff. I met up with Benneth as we were going to watch at Gb3. It ended up as we went to G4 and saw 40 YO Virgin for my fourth time. It was just out of control. Meng, Cher and Benz were laughing their hearts out as was I. To cap the night, we had drinks and pica pica at Friday's. Another round of BAY BReeze PLEASE!!!!!***************Music: Only Tomorrow KnowsArtist: Dave Koz

Friday, November 04, 2005
A Song To Fight For The One You LovePat Benatar's We Belong was a song that I've always considered as song stuck in the 80s. Yet, when I listened to it recently, the lyrics struck me. It donned to me that this song is meant to fight in keeping the love alive. Cliche? Yes, but as always it is very true.
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I'm so looking forward for the weekend. I'm coming close to being flat broke and yet I still carry one spending unwisely. How very untimely to find things I would love to buy for myself or for gifts this Christmas. It is very unkind of fate to hold major SALE when you're flat broke or when you just bought something on regular price. HA! Anyway, this only means that I really need to save. If I intend to pay off all my debts in a timely fashion. Sometimes I wonder to myself on what I've gotten into. Life. You just have to hit the ball in whatever pitch it is thrown to your direction.
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Dad's 1st yr death anniversary is coming close. I have decided to take a day off to just reminisce his passing from the corporeal world. Wherever you are Dad, I hope you are happy. Pray for us that we make it through as a family in all our struggles. Keep watch over Mum in times I can't. Don't take her away. Not now. Not yet. I beg of you.
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If I am bound to meet someone who is meant for me, I hope that we're both ready to accept each other. I cannot go on playing the dating game. I have given up on it. I got no room to spare for hurt and anguish. But if it is the only way to make a relationship last, then so be it. If it is meant to be, it will happen no matter what the circumstances.
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Music: We Belong Artist: Pat Benatar
Many times I've tried to tell you Many times I've cried alone Always I'm surprised how well you Cut my feelings to the bone Don't want to leave you really I've invested too much time To give you up that easy To the doubts that complicate your mind *Chorus
We belong to the light We belong to the thunder We belong to the sound of the words We've both fallen under Whatever we deny or embrace For worse or for better We belong, we belong We belong togetherMaybe its a sign of weaknessWhen I don't know what to sayMaybe I just wouldn't knowWhat to do with my strength anywayHave we become a habitDo we distort the factsNow there's no looking forwardNow there's no turning backWhen you say* Close your eyes and try to sleep nowClose your eyes and try to dreamClear your mind and do your bestTo try and wash the palette cleanWe can't begin to know itHow much we really careI hear your voice inside meI see your face everywhereStill you say*

Tuesday, November 01, 2005
More of the 80's!Yeah! That's my generation. Things were all glorious. The hair, the shoes, the clothes... everything was just defined as glam. The songs lingered on even if they were no longer popular. Classic. The 80's decade is best described as classic.
As promised, here are more of my favourite songs:
Music: Words Artist: Missing Persons
Do you hear me Do you care Do you hear me Do you care
My lips are moving and the sound's coming out The words are audible but I have my doubts That you realize what has been said You look at me as if you're in a daze It's like the feeling at the end of the page When you realize you don't know what you just read
What are words for when no one listens anymore What are words for when no one listens What are words for when no one listens it's no use talkin' at all
I might as well go up and talk to a wall Cause all the words are having no effect at all It's a funny thing am I all alone
Something has to happen to change the direction What little filters through is giving you the wrong impression It's a sorry state I say to myself
What are words for when no one listens anymore What are words for when no one listens What are words for when no one listens it's no use talkin' at all
Do you hear me Do you care Do you hear me Do you care
Let me get by Over your dead body Hope to see you soon When will I know Doors three feet wide with no locks open Walking always backwards in the faces of strangers Time could be my friend But it's less than nowhere now Less than nowhere now Less than nowhere now Now Ow ow ow
Pursue it further and another thing you'll find Not only are they deaf and dumb they could be going blind and no one notices I think I'll dye my hair blue
Media overload bombarding you with action It's getting near impossible to cause distraction Someone answer me before I pull out the plug
What are words for when no one listens anymore What are words for when no one listens What are words for when no one listens it's no use talkin' at al
What are words for when no one listens anymore What are words for when no one listens What are words for when no one listens it's no use talkin' at al
Do you hear me Tell me what are words for Do you care Tell me what are words for Do you hear me So tell me what are words for Do you care So tell me what are words for Do you hear me Tell me what are words for So tell me what are words for Do you care So tell me what are words for Do you hear me Tell me what are words for So tell me what are words for Do you care So tell me what are words for
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Music: Voices Carry Artist: Til Tuesday with Aimee Mann
In the dark, I like to read his mind But I'm frightened of the things I might find Oh, there must be something he's thinking of To tear him away When I tell him that I'm falling in love Why does he say
Hush hush keep it down now voices carry Hush hush keep it down now voices carry Uh-uh
I try so hard not to get upset Because I know all the trouble I'll get Oh, he tells me tears are something to hide And something to fear And I try so hard to keep it inside So no one can hear
Hush hush keep it down now voices carry Hush hush keep it down now voices carry Hush hush keep it down now voices carry Uh-uh
He wants me But only part of the time He wants me If he can keep me in line
Hush hush keep it down now voices carry Hush hush keep it down now voices carry Hush hush shut up now voices carry Hush hush keep it down now voices carry
Oh hush hush, darling, she might overhear Hush, hush - voices carry He said shut up - he said shut up Oh God can't you keep it down Voices carry Hush hush voices carry I wish he would let me talk*****************Music: Under PressureArtist: Queen with David BowiePressure pushing down on mePressing down on you no man ask forUnder pressureThat burns a building downSplits a family in twoPuts people on streetsBah bah bah bah bah bahBah bah bah bah bah bahThat's o-kay!It's the terror of knowingWhat this world is aboutWatching some good friendsScreaming let me out!Pray tomorrow takes me higherPressure on peoplePeople on streetsDo do do bah bah bah bahO-kayChippin' aroundKick my brains round the floorThese are the daysIt never rains but it poursPeople on streetsPeople on streetsIt's the terror of knowingWhat this world is aboutWatching some good friendsScreaming let me out!Pray tomorrow takes me higher higher higherPressure on peoplePeople on streetsTurned away from it allLike a blind manSat on a fence but it don't workKeep coming up with loveBut it's so slashed and tornWhy why why?Love love love loveInsanity laughs under pressure we're crackingCan't we give ourselves one more chance?Why can't we give love that one more chance?Why can't we give love give love give love?Give love give love give love give love give love?Cause love's such an old fashioned wordAnd love dares you to careFor people on the edge of the nightAnd love dares you to change our wayOf caring about ourselvesThis is our last danceThis is our last danceThis is ourselves under pressureUnder pressure pressure

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