Evolution Revolution
Evolution Revolution
Things are about to change. This time around, my turn to play actor has come. I will do my best to prove my selfworth. However, the decision is not mine to make. I'll have to respect whatever the outcome would be. Should I stay or should I go? IF there is somewhere to go, I will move on. IF there isn't, I might as well stay and wait for things to eventually unfold.
I'm pretty sure that the results would be favourable to the majority.
One thing though. If I get the position, I know that I will be sleeping with the enemy. They cannot be trusted as they've proven so for two times. The third will be a killer, and I don't intend to be there and be victimised one more time. What happened to me recently would be the last time I'll ever take a blame for something not my fault. It was a jagged little pill that I forced on myself; to remind myself that I don't have control over everything.
This time, I will be smarter. See me play. I'm sure you'll be very surprised.
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I'm sooooooooooo looking forward for the Boracay trip this coming April and my Japan adventure in June (I'd probably end up with a Japanese boyfriend). Such wonderful non-work related activities pump my blood with adrenaline! I can't wait! Please don't let nobody rain on my parade!!!
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I was chatting with him yesterday. I can sense that things are not the way they used to be. We both changed. Its good to know that he is still concerned about me as I am with him. However, the clique factor was no longer there. This time, its just pure friendship. Who's to blame? No one. People change and that's that.
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Music: Saving Forever
Artist: Shanice
Album: Beverly Hills 90210 OST
Things are about to change. This time around, my turn to play actor has come. I will do my best to prove my selfworth. However, the decision is not mine to make. I'll have to respect whatever the outcome would be. Should I stay or should I go? IF there is somewhere to go, I will move on. IF there isn't, I might as well stay and wait for things to eventually unfold.
I'm pretty sure that the results would be favourable to the majority.
One thing though. If I get the position, I know that I will be sleeping with the enemy. They cannot be trusted as they've proven so for two times. The third will be a killer, and I don't intend to be there and be victimised one more time. What happened to me recently would be the last time I'll ever take a blame for something not my fault. It was a jagged little pill that I forced on myself; to remind myself that I don't have control over everything.
This time, I will be smarter. See me play. I'm sure you'll be very surprised.
********************
I'm sooooooooooo looking forward for the Boracay trip this coming April and my Japan adventure in June (I'd probably end up with a Japanese boyfriend). Such wonderful non-work related activities pump my blood with adrenaline! I can't wait! Please don't let nobody rain on my parade!!!
********************
I was chatting with him yesterday. I can sense that things are not the way they used to be. We both changed. Its good to know that he is still concerned about me as I am with him. However, the clique factor was no longer there. This time, its just pure friendship. Who's to blame? No one. People change and that's that.
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Music: Saving Forever
Artist: Shanice
Album: Beverly Hills 90210 OST
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