And it drags on
It was the right decision for me to just shut up and be mum. Everything would drag on and on. Explanation after another only resorts to a bigger mess.
Yes. If I learned anything from the past mistakes, it would be knowing your game and knowing when to regroup. Its always about being able to see the bigger picture. I know that in doing this, I have put my family in a very awkward position. None of this would've happened had I been content and simple. Mum was right. I need to face the music and learn the lesson of all these tribulations.
In no way do I need to apologise to them as I've not done them wrong. I grief mostly on what I have put Auntie and my family into. Its disheartening that it has gone to this extent.
They said that I live in my own world of deceit and lies. None of them knows me. None of them knows what truly Auntie and I agreed on.
Even if when Auntie moves on, this stain will not go away. Its something I need to live with.
Stay strong. God help me. Mama Mary help me, Holy spirit guide me.
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